It’s been a while. Sorry for not writing
Anyway, tonight, I’m gonna do a ritual that was suggested by a fellow blogger. Loki is eager for it, since I have a few questions to ask Him, and He wants me to do a ritual for Him so I can get the answers.
To be honest, I’m nervous.
I have chicken hearts marinating and will be skewered and grilled
I have hand dipped chocolate covered raspberries I made myself.
I have red wine
I have my wand and runes and I have the right coloured sharpies to birth the runes needed.
Why am I still nervous? I talk to Him daily. This..feels different than our casual relationship. This is like going on a first date with a good friend from high school. It’s bringing it to a whole other level. Hells yes I’m nervous.
I’m scared of fucking up. I’m scared of making a mistake, I’m scared that Loki will get pissed off if I mess one little detail up and walk away. I’m also scared to know the answer to my question. One of those things, if you don’t want to know, don’t ask. Well I NEED to know. Therein lies the difference. I’ve never actually summoned a God before…because you know, Gods are Gods and who am I to ask Them to do ANYTHING right?
But, I guess I won’t know unless I do it. My perfectionist streak is coming out.
I guess I’ll blog about it when I’m done.